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Name: chicken
Birthday: 1/8/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: Drama, Singing, Shopping, Playing and Sleeping
Expertise: Drama!!!!...pro.listener
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 2/18/2005

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Saturday, October 25, 2008

What am i doing?

Everyday I am living, breathing, but i don't know what i am doing.

It seems that i have lost my soul. I am doing things without feeling just for achieving.
Is that really the life i want?

I am not eager to achieve,
I am not eager to compare my achievement with others,
I am not eager to show off what I have.
I am just eager to have peace and happiness.

One sentence I bear deeply in mind is that
"Happiness is not come from any achievement you have, your appearance or money, but the relationship you have with others"

What an inspiring sentence,
How your Life is like is created by you, we don't have to care how others perceive you so much. Just live your dream, your own dream.

However, I find that i have lost myself. I have left my soul in the locker, which is hardly to be found.
I am getting farther with my best frds,I am getting farther with my family.
The two parties that I have said I value the most, now they are all gone.
I don't really understand what i am doing, am i destroying my life?

Getting older, getting less friends
A passive darren is waiting for them.
I just wanna have a helping hand
from all of my best friends.


Saturday, May 03, 2008

Freinds

In my life, many people pass by, stay and leave
everyone has their own way to go..
I always have a thought...
Why can't we all be together forever?
It sounds naive,
however, it's what i want....

When i feel really depressed,
You guysss are really listening to me...
I am very touched by your replies in the last entry in xanga...
I just can't believe..
The love between frds is so great
Distance won't be a barrier between us..

When?
When can we be together again?
I miz u guys...
really miz u!!


Friday, April 11, 2008

what i am going to say below is real...

today, i really have an thought to jump down the building.....

things are getting worse and worse....

my mood as well...

i dunno how hard the road it will be, i can't imagine...i am not dare to imagine

it's enough for me....please...

i can't stand for it..please...

 


Monday, April 07, 2008

I have been long time not here.These weeks, i really feel depressed.

It seems that all the things come at the same time, which i can't escape.
Pressure comes with no way out.

I really wanna take a big breath.

An incredible thing happened last night,
I cried during dinner.
I think it is the first time for me.
Academic AIESEC Family Friends...
How can i take a balance??







Please...


Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Life is reli suck...
Why are there so many stuff i have to do at the same time...

collapse soon,
no ability to deal with my duty..
start doubting my finance post knowledge...

seems simple,
but never know how deep it is



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